Thank You!

You’re rude sometimes!!!! But your words seems right! May be, the harsh reality is what is bugging me! Amongst all the words that you said- the ones that generated hatred & anguish and made me realize that I was being betrayed, I know that its you who’s being truthful and real. It feels as if I was left somewhere midway in our journey! I am not abandoned.. I was walking on my own pace and you let me be! Until today! And I am glad you were rude and harsh with your words, throwing reality right on my face like a storm of dust, an uncontrollable rampage that created an utter silence after leaving!! I am feeling calm and composed, I am chewing your words but I am glad I have you!!!

Thank you for pushing me out of  my comfort zone and pulling me strongly into your world!!!

I am glad you are with me my love……..

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Back with a Bang!

July 15th, 2014th!! I published my last post almost 7 months back! Phew! I should be ashamed about this but nahh.. a lot has been happening and that was kind of more interesting and life-changing I would say! But after 7 months, I really felt the need to pen down whatever I was feeling all this time. Let me chart out a few milestones during these seven months-

  • A road trip to Kasauli

  • An adventurous birthday

  • A strangely arranged “match-making encounter”

  • The grand entry of ‘Mr. D’

  • The ‘so-called’ surprised pre-birthday bash for the most crazy person I’ve ever known

  • The Dirty Office Politics

  • My Resignation

Quite surprisingly, I could only think of these 7 big things and so on an average, I have one major incident in each of these seven months! Not bad! Quite a big leap from my not-so-happening monotonous life to a series of hard-hitting incidences. (although after all this, I am not sure my life is still ‘plain jane’ types or have transformed miraculously into something extraordinary)

I’ll be sharing details of each of these soon!

Cheers!

Being ‘Me’

It’s been quite a while since, i wrote my last post and i must admit i was a little apprehensive about writing this one as well. A lot has been changed in these last two-three months. A lot of shopping, new friends, being an agony aunt to all the people surrounding me, some get-togethers and a lot of other stuff. And this new dashboard of WordPress amazes me- a lot user friendly and less complicated!

Yes, ‘Complicated’ is the most apt word i would like to describe my current state of mind. How would you perceive a person who is polite and modest to you at some point of time and after continuous suggestions, reactions and as an outburst of situations, evolve as a truly outspoken, outrageous, critic, sharp, witty, clever and a ‘smart’ individual. Well! Too much, too early to digest for people including friends. But this is what they demanded, Isn’t it? They expected me to give it back to people. Of course, in a logical and acceptable way.

The thing that amazes me is how swiftly i put on these shoes with those special qualities. I am proud of my metamorphosis but i am sad that i had to go through situations that were unwelcomed but as they say every experience, every individual is a lesson in your life. I hope i change. I am thankful that i have changed (this is what i presume) but i wish i grow stronger, i grow healthier- physically, mentally, economically and spiritually and i remain rational, logical and importantly, i remain ‘ME’ !!