You’re rude sometimes!!!! But your words seems right! May be, the harsh reality is what is bugging me! Amongst all the words that you said- the ones that generated hatred & anguish and made me realize that I was being betrayed, I know that its you who’s being truthful and real. It feels as if I was left somewhere midway in our journey! I am not abandoned.. I was walking on my own pace and you let me be! Until today! And I am glad you were rude and harsh with your words, throwing reality right on my face like a storm of dust, an uncontrollable rampage that created an utter silence after leaving!! I am feeling calm and composed, I am chewing your words but I am glad I have you!!!
Thank you for pushing me out of my comfort zone and pulling me strongly into your world!!!
I am glad you are with me my love……..
July 15th, 2014th!! I published my last post almost 7 months back! Phew! I should be ashamed about this but nahh.. a lot has been happening and that was kind of more interesting and life-changing I would say! But after 7 months, I really felt the need to pen down whatever I was feeling all this time. Let me chart out a few milestones during these seven months-
A road trip to Kasauli
An adventurous birthday
A strangely arranged “match-making encounter”
The grand entry of ‘Mr. D’
The ‘so-called’ surprised pre-birthday bash for the most crazy person I’ve ever known
The Dirty Office Politics
Quite surprisingly, I could only think of these 7 big things and so on an average, I have one major incident in each of these seven months! Not bad! Quite a big leap from my not-so-happening monotonous life to a series of hard-hitting incidences. (although after all this, I am not sure my life is still ‘plain jane’ types or have transformed miraculously into something extraordinary)
I’ll be sharing details of each of these soon!
It’s been quite a while since, i wrote my last post and i must admit i was a little apprehensive about writing this one as well. A lot has been changed in these last two-three months. A lot of shopping, new friends, being an agony aunt to all the people surrounding me, some get-togethers and a lot of other stuff. And this new dashboard of WordPress amazes me- a lot user friendly and less complicated!
Yes, ‘Complicated’ is the most apt word i would like to describe my current state of mind. How would you perceive a person who is polite and modest to you at some point of time and after continuous suggestions, reactions and as an outburst of situations, evolve as a truly outspoken, outrageous, critic, sharp, witty, clever and a ‘smart’ individual. Well! Too much, too early to digest for people including friends. But this is what they demanded, Isn’t it? They expected me to give it back to people. Of course, in a logical and acceptable way.
The thing that amazes me is how swiftly i put on these shoes with those special qualities. I am proud of my metamorphosis but i am sad that i had to go through situations that were unwelcomed but as they say every experience, every individual is a lesson in your life. I hope i change. I am thankful that i have changed (this is what i presume) but i wish i grow stronger, i grow healthier- physically, mentally, economically and spiritually and i remain rational, logical and importantly, i remain ‘ME’ !!
Absolutely True! Every action has a reaction but you have the ‘power’ to control the extent and intensity of your reaction.